Future

I don't knw wat to say but honestly I've been blank bout my future. My studies is going downhill and my life is just a wreak. I don't really knw wat to expect. U knw others think bout getting a date or going on dates of some even thinking wat their wedding would be like. Mine?? Well none are being thought by me. I love the fact that they can't be figured ouc in the future. I'm glad that I'm free and easy. Besides if I loved him it would be bullshitz. I love that person and it. May hurt but I'm still a kid or maybe a teen and i don't need to think or get hurt now. So bye xx